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Chalet's here...


Listening to:Stairway to heaven-Chopin Piano concerto Op.11(the one that kwon sang woo played in the show...Nice~!)

Now i am not really looking forward to it le..haiz. cuz this is so gonna be the last day we are together as a class..Will miss you guys alot alot~!
Think i am getting hooked onto korean dramas and taiwanese dramas..Argh~!
Had a bad end to my day ytd..my dad was screaming at me..sigh.dont wanna talk about it..SIGH..
omg.i havent packed my chalet bag. gone case. better go pack le.

♥Melissa-"when will my dreams come true.."A dream I dream

I finally sorted out some thoughts.. =)


Made a new pair of specs today, will wear it to class chalet..cant wait~!

PN0207..my fellow classmates..i will miss you guys loads~! I already starting to miss you guys and gurls le. I realised that I havent really treasured you all, till the very last day that we'll stay as a class.I got something to say to some of you guys:

Natasha, I will miss ya, tako ball~! I will miss your funny sounding laughter and your "Meow-ing"...
Sze Min, will miss working as a team and watching animes and talking about animes with you~!...
Geok Ling, Will miss your smiles and your velly gOod acting..lols..and ah, where's my pretear and fushigi yuugi OVA??
Adam, will miss your star wars imperial march and your buddhist song.lols. Also your pervertic-ness brain..haha.
Kai, will miss quarrelling and crapping with ya a lot...
Gina, will miss your..erm...sensitiveness to other's feelings and "violence" nature.haha.dont murder me if we same klas again ah.
Marlene, stop playing the GOB trailer again and again~ I am beginning to do so too le! and harry's forever cuter
Hida, must take care of yourself k? I dunno whether I still can go to mount ohpir or not..cuz I actually have a YES on my medical form for one medical condition..the 4th one..
8-inches, will miss playing captain's ball with you guys, lets meet up for games sometime okay?

Was fun to be one of the 9 angels to watch project superstars, junyang rox~! though i was supporting weilian, I was kinda shocked he actually won in the end..everyone around me, his fan club, his family, were all already crying for him, thinking that he sure lose..but i guess he had 9 angels watching over him, so he won.haha..

gtg! lunch time..i smell good food~! =)

♥Melissa-"when will my dreams come true.."A dream I dream

sad..happy..sad..happy..


In a state of confusion. I feel very confused.

naruto-tsunade rox! jiraiya rox! naruto rox! lol.

beach vball fun! red as an apple.
not looking forward to school tmr. Haiz.

♥Melissa-"when will my dreams come true.."A dream I dream

on the verge of tears..thanks to computing


I cant do it. cant do it anymore. computing VB is driving me nuts. I really really cant take it anymore. Help. Help. RP thinks that pbl is a really useful method of studying, but did they know that most of us have never learnt computing before? And they leave us all alone with no nothing to go and figure out and copy what others are doing!? Oh please, RP, figure it out, we need the lecture notes for computing. Even the 6th ppt are useless.

VB has drive me so nuts that I got angry at my classmate. Well, I dont like people using my computer..but usually, I would be pissed to the extend of scolding people off. However, I did today. And I feel bad on taking it out on others. This is so not me. Sorry adam.

Still sick with flu..my cough has made me voice kinda hoarse..And I still gotta play for 8-inches later. May we emerge champs and bring glory to the year 1's..*cross my fingers*.Captain's Ball seems non-exhausting, but try to play 4 matches in a day..its literally straining on the body.

As for now, I can only hope for a miracle that I dont get a C today.Which is, IMPOSSIBLE.

So long since i blogged again, wonder who ever reads my blog anymore.

Ponned class yesterday with Han Ming and Hida. Slacking day, but it was a nice feeling not having to do anything for the whole day. and Han Ming, thanks for the chicken wings and the sweets, though u dunno my blog and will nvr see this msg.Lols.

I need help with the VB codings. I need help to even stay awake now. I hate computing. I want to specialize in my course now! Haiz. Dumb course of study.

♥Melissa-"when will my dreams come true.."A dream I dream

so long since i blogged again..alamak.


having boring basic science in school now. 3rd meeting.I am so bored. dont even see the purpose of doing PBL up till now. wondering whether i did the right thing to come to RP. I really wanted to take the biotechnology course, and had no choice but to pick RP, whose course cut off point is 17 pts. But now i think i havent learnt anything much, as in seriously. I am getting some grades, but I still prefer lectures, where i get notes, as in solid notes, not powerpoint presentations or 6th ppt as reference. I learn more through lectures. Like in my first 3 mths in Ijc.

Tonned at danielle's house on tuesday after ndp. ndp at marina was totally high. Though i missed my signing part of the song when I went to find a toilet. So unlucky. Tonning as danielle's house was fun, but very tiring. Her dog bishon, grew to like me only hours before i left her house. Jason, Rafie, Daryl, marlene stayed too. We didnt sleep a wink till 6am to 8.30am.then i felt sick after that due to lack of sleep. So i would really think twice before staying over and tonning again. Dont really think i can take it without sleep! =|

Watched naruto till 71 alrdy..its getting more interesting, naruto's getting cuter..aww darn. but sasuke's still cool.lols.
I am in a dilemma. I love ALC, but i love vball too. Being in the ALc-mc means i have to prioritise and put vball secondary. However, I know i have to be responsible towards ALC. And..seeing meiwei break down the other day, I was really worried. She seemed stressed. Hope she's feeling better. It also makes me feel bad. That I am not good enough to help her out as a setter sometimes. I find that i sux. I cant be of any help. After I seriously train, how can she say I am worse than her? She doesnt even play vball and i am really insulted. So i am gonna strive hard. I am gonna play hard. But i wont forget my ALC either. ALC rox. gtg.6th ppt time again.

♥Melissa-"when will my dreams come true.."A dream I dream

Okok...disaster day.. =|


Ahh!!! Ahh!!! Goodness, how am I gonna to do my "uniquely you" signing later?! I can only do thw pledge signing...oh man, and in front of 700000 pple..Ah, i can just imagine, the maluation.lol. =|

And yes naggy jie hui, i saw you msg and I am now updating my blog. haha. Got my clAss hooked onto Naruto too! all the guys are watching now.lols. But i am still stuck at episode 53 i think, the one where naruto is training to walk on water by controling his chakra.=) But sasuke, poor sasuke still in the hospital! ='(

Then got inuyasha from my friend too! cause my inuyasha vcds that my cousin gave me were a little spoilt. So missed out on alot of episodes. Sigh~

Havent been feeling well this past week. So exhausted and having a terribly bad block nose which makes me cant really breathe properly..And now, add on muscle ache from vball. ><" And i still have to go for the ndp thingy. Shucks. =|

Angeline and Sok Feng dared themselves to go try and hear out for the "female ghost" at the TN 05 boys toilet ytd, asking me and mar to go too, but we didnt dare. When the 2 of them came back, angeline's hands were shaking and sok feng's had goose pimples with standing hair.. ><" They heard it. They heard the ghostly wailing and scream. and its broad daylight. Can you imagine what happens at night?
No like I havent had any encounter with those stuff though, just that I cant see them. Mar and I are totally freaked out by the room by the block N staircase. The one where the shadows of the trees are projected into the room, giving it an eerie and sickening feeling. Last time, when we were walking past there, a chair came zooming out of the room suddenly, at high speed. We thought of it as a prank from our classmates..so we went "Yen Kai, stop it". And when we look into the room, there wasnt a single soul in sight...The truth dawning on us, we ran man, we literally ran for our lives, like half screaming hysterically.lol. That wasnt the only encounter with the room though...But I shant say more, its giving me the goose pimples again.

Gotta go get ready to go to school and sign already. Hope I dont malu myself man. Wish me luck! haha ^^V

♥Melissa-"when will my dreams come true.."A dream I dream

Lack of sleep...ZzZz. [Harry Potter 6th book out!!]


Listening to: Naruto-2nd opening.

SoOoOoOoOO tired. watashi wa hountouni ”æ‚ꂽ desu. Havent had any proper sleep of at least 6 hrs for the past 1+ week and i doubt i can take it much longer. �•‚¯(minna tsukette kudasai!) I cant concentrate in class le! I know i cannot be liddat, but i cant help it! I am hooked onto naruto..and

Harry potter 6th book-Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince is out! =) Seriously, i preordered it a long time ago, but my mum's friend did the collection for me, and ...it will be monday before i can read the book.. ='( SaDDED!
ZzZzZz. I am so tired i cant think properly. Oh yah,went for the FYP thingy today, hear my ALC seniors and seniors present their stuff, and it made me realise something, which is "I suddenly realise that I love my basic science faci very very much" for he isnt the meaniest faci in the sch, saw one that practically slaughtered the presenting tem and the audience(which is us) at the same time lah.wth.
Then nothing much happened for the rest of the day le..Zzz
Really cannot take it. I shall go hit the hay? =P
cant wait for ALC-MC meeting on monday.. ^^
Oh yah.Tmr 10pm.HR old players unite. =) hope i rmb though. =X

♥Melissa-"when will my dreams come true.."A dream I dream

Borrreeeedddd...


At taka eating tako balls with marlene and daniellenow..SOO fuLL! *burp* yummy yum yum. =) So boring....wanna go home watch naruto..am addicted to it. ^^

♥Melissa-"when will my dreams come true.."A dream I dream

another long day...-_-"


Today school kinda ended with a heavy downpour. one of the very few i have seen since school started. It only dampened my mood though...Sigh~
Today was Rafie's bday! So jason, me, danielle, daryl, nicholas and bryan went to get whipped cream and a slice of cake, cause i guess its this influential tradition in RP to give bday boys/girls the most "memorable" day of that year. haha. And this time we got cake smashed in his face. strawberry flavoured..what a waste.lol. However, my reaction too slow, didnt duck in time. And Rafie threw the remaining half piece of cake straight into my hair.. zZz -_-" and i smelt of strawberries all day..and it stinked =| .But I guess Rafie would remember this bday for many years to come =).Flour, water, cake, coleslaw, whipped cream.All over him. haha.Happy Birthday again Rafie. =)
I decided to really fully give up on the person i like now. I guess i am being foolish to hold on to something that will never ever be mine? I feel that i am always creating trouble for myself when i can just get an easy way out at times. And i really feel silly for that.I decided that I am really giving up this time.As in fully. =) For the better. =)
Becoming a fanatic naruto fan!!! =) I like Uchida Sasuke..kawaii!! bishounen ne! I like the attitude.=P Though i am only at episode 25. Guess the next blog layout of mine is gonna be on nAruto ^^V hehe..
Quote of the day: (saw it as gina's msn nick) " To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.." I wonder who is the one that i am the world to..lol also also.."Geok Ling loves R(A).She said it herself.lol. ^^V"

♥Melissa-"when will my dreams come true.."A dream I dream

MaLu MaLu. I love my "SLC" Speech


One word on the 5 min speech i had to give today. "Malu". I couldnt believe that I was practically freaking out and trembling when i stood in front of a bunch of ALC seniors??!And did a really maluating thing. Oh man, nowhere to bury my face.how on earth did i even do that..I was like..
"Good afternoon to all ALC members. I am Melissa from yr 1 SAS and i am honored to be here today, running for SLC committee..."
That doesnt sound wrong right? BUT, the thing is..this IS ALC, NOT SLC..goodness. iwishicouldhide at that point of time when all of them in the glass room SM 01-03 burst out laughing at me. =| And all i had wished before the running speech was to "NOT malu myself". whichidid.
Other than that,today was pretty much boring, going for vball after that and slogging out in my training..and made to "gun di" a.k.a. roll on the floor again.Zzz.When can my coach learn to be mrniceguy. the day he becomes mrniceguy, would be the day i quit lah,cuz he must have gone senile.lol. =]
Currently Addicted to: Minute Maid [Limeade]!! Yum yum, drinking it at 1am in the morning..i think i am going nuts already. =P
Can barely stay awake le...ZzZz..snore. Well, *mumbles in sleep*, i need to sleep already..and get my A for computing module tmr. Watashi zettani gambarimasu! =)
Hope i get in ALC committee..iwishiwishiwish.*cross fingers and waves magic wand*

Rafie!! Happy Birthday!!! =)

quote of the day: [Natasha, stop throwing tako's in the air!! I want the tako's!!!=P]

♥Melissa-"when will my dreams come true.."A dream I dream

reflections reflections.


Listening to: Nsync-I drive myself crazy

finally done my new layout. =| took so long to try and make one.Zz..Time passed so quickly. In just a blink of an eye, i hav already spent 3 months in RP. Reflecting back on these 3 months, i realised that i have changed pretty much. From an "innocent" girl that came out from an all girls' school and trying to blend in a mix environment used to be my fear, and as i look back at it now, i can only say i was being foolish.haha.
Life in RP isnt all that bad after all. Made a bunch of new friends in CCA-vball and ALC-kayaking, the 7 kayaking idiots! And my Classmates are simply a fun bunch! =) PBL wasnt all that bad either. Life in RP has made me matured in my thinking. Having crushes and being heartbroken by some of the people i liked, it has taught me alot. Such as "never give your everything if you are unsure of what you will get back" and to "always get to know a person well first". =| I learnt many things i guess.
Tmr's ALC-MC election.darn it. I need to give a 5 mins speech and i am up till now, still pretty much speechless. No speech prepared yet. nada. =P I am in trouble...Zz. Why couldnt they have simply stick with the 6 of us year 1's that they chose out of the interview?! I find it really unfair to the 6 of us who were chosen. If thats the case, whats the use of having an interview in the first place?? To my friends who are running for the ALC-MC, all the best! =) May you all get elected! =) gambatte ne~!

♥Melissa-"when will my dreams come true.."A dream I dream

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